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Thursday, November 11, 2010

Chapter 2: Social Networking

I looked down at my keyboard, then looked up at the picture of her covered breasts. For several minutes I  considered the difference of being an anonomous lurker or actually being a participant.  Being a participant means that I become an identy, a communicable being.  This excited me. I clicked "enter" and became someone.

Being abit shy, I said "Hi, how are you?".  Frustrated with being so unoriginal, I decided I should pack up as I was a nobody in the on-line world.  Then a message appears "Hi ya! I'm great.  What are you doing?" From here began my new world of communication.

For the next several weeks, I continued to send friendly messages to women whom I thought were interesting.  In this mix included single women looking to flirt, married housewives looking to flirt, married couples looking to flirt and women in the sex industry still looking to flirt.  I liked it because it was safe her.

My messages were safe too.  Once in a while I would add the words "sweetie" and "hugs".  As I got more bold, I added "sexy" and "kisses" but that is as far as I would go as it wasn't in my personality to be overtly aggressive. 

Being as very sexual person, I noticed discussions of one woman describing her F-M-F experiences openly.  I sent her a message just saying "very nice" which opened the door for further discussions.  I learned much about her as well she educated me on the "situation" in this on-line world.  She joked, "You'll see alot of cleavage shots here" and that I did.  This seemed to be the norm here.  She also said that the woman on-line are seeking sexual empowerment that once was exclusively male.  She said that here and on-line, women have had an opportunity to express openly their sexuality.  With a smile I thought, I'm a fan of that.

She continues to ask me what I seek.  I explained to her that I am a single guy, sexually active, looking for some interesting adventures. I cautioned her that I wasn't into the "hard core" scene even though I really didn't know what that meant but it sounded good and it sounded safe. I told her, I loved kissing, touching, fondling, teasing, licking, actually I told her I was into anything as long as both parties are comfortable. Then she told me "I love cock, I love sucking cock".  I swallowed quickly as I wasn't expecting such a forward statement.  It had such an impacted that my cock actually reacted and twitched.

From here forward, I knew I was in the right on-line forum.  I thought, I love social networking.

...story continues in chapter 3...

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Chapter 1: Social Networking

There were many exchanges during the past few weeks, each exchange becoming riskier. The increase flirting on the social network was apparent probably to others reading.

I first joined the social network out of curiousity.  First being a lurker, wondering what do people write about and with whom are they communicating. Upon my continued so called "research", I ran across a conversation between two women.  My eyes instantly feel upon their avatars, which featured the most obvious part of their bodies.  I was intregued.  When "click" one of the woman's profile, I found a link to a blog. 

Reading the blog was truly fancinating.  The writings explored all her adventures, desires and fantasies. From her writings, I could feel her intensity.  This had a big impact on me as I began to participate in her fantasy world.  I imagined myself playing a role in her fantasies and exploring our sexualty together.  From role-playing, very mild S&M and safe fetish play, I was hooked.  I imagined her dressed sexually in many roles but they all ended up with her standing in front of me wrapped in revealing lingerie and us rolling on a bed, finding our way to esctasy.

I found success by finding this sensual woman on-line.  But I wanted more from her.  I wanted to be in contact with her.  I wanted her to know that she has made a connection. I wanted her to know that I was here thinking about her.

---Story will continue in the next blog posting.